Hellos! :D I'm blogging after my Maths Tuition! :D
Surprised huh? I'm having tuition, ohmygod. Lols.
Ohkays, tday is weird. x;
Tday early in the morning was MATHS.
It's quite ohkays laas. Because we played & fooled around. Hehs.
Dhen after that, it was english. TELL YOU, WE EARNED ALOT OF STICKERS MANZXZ.
Thankyous Ms Lim! :D
& Actually i wna thanks Ms Lim for changing my seat to the front.
Because i cans focus on my work now! & Not keep on fooling around! :D
After that, Ms Lim brought us to the canteen & she treated us drinks!
Although it was quite cheap laas, but it's still something from her ehs! :D
I really want to give her a BIG THANKYOUS MANZXZX! :D
Dhen we ate & went back to class.
After that, it was LITERATURE. Tell you, it's fucking boring please.
Although no one talked, & the class was totally damn quiet.
Hmms, dhen it was the last period already.
It was science! :D It's boring pleaseeeeee! )':
Mr Faaiz say no more lessons on chapter 6. )':
& He asked us to do some work.
But me & precious hell darling kept on talking there.
& Mr Faaiz joked alot. Idiot laas he! Stupid!
Nevermind, after that, Robin treated us bubbletea! :D
A BIG BIG THANKYOUS TO YOU MANZXZ! :D
He damn good laas. But Taka they all damn bad.
He go order Robin go buy things to eat & drink ;
While he himself sitting in the class slacking. Lols!
But he's very very willingly ehs. x;
Oh by the way, we all, my clique i meant, chit chatted in the class.
ONLY MY CLIQUE PLEASE. & My clique includes the guys too! :D
Hmms, dhen later, i went home damn early for my tuition please. :D
I'm a good girl! :D :D :D I know i'm very bhb. x;
Hais, now, i'm damn bored please! I'm rotting @ home. Roar roar.
Someone entertain me please! )':
Oh by the way, i'm going to help my precious darling make her blog already! :D

Oh! Btw, i'm blogging tday rights? I've another purpose of blogging.

To ______,

You have him to yourself already.

Whys MUST you look at me in those fucking way?!

Those type of looks, i really hate it alot.

Including your bunch of friends.

Although you're all my friends, BUT DOES FRIENDS LOOK AT EACH OTHER THIS WAY?!

Damn you. I've told my precious darling about it.

She knows it too. Idc what you're talking about me now.

I know you'll come to have a look at my blog.

But i'm just writing how i feel kays.

It's been days since i wna blog about this manzxz.

Stupid. Stop looking at me in those eyes of yours.

Now he's yours, what else you want more?!

You told Berlin to ask me if i've forgotten him ;

I told Berlin YES.

But you know, loving someone is easy, forgetting someone is hard.

Like you & him that time. I've stead him, & you can't forget him rights?

How else cans you expect me to?!

Although our times together isn't long, but my love for him is always there.

I just don't know when i can forget him.

So? I know you will scold me behind my back now. I KNOW.

Just because of him, you let me hate you. & YOU HATE ME BACK.

You told Berlin you know that you yourself is sensitive.

But, can't you just change? Oh Whatever.

Since our sistership/friendship is so fragile.

Dhen i guess, that's it.

JUST RETURN MY FRIENDS( CHELLA & QINKAI ) $50, & That will be the end.
Sorry for being rude, but i'm really just stating facts.

GO THINK ABOUT IT.

NOW I WNA WRITE TO THAT GUY.

& TO THAT GUY WHOM BROKED MY HEART.

♥ I'm good without you.

After being your favourite toy for three weeks,

Banging me up and down & throwing me against the wall,

I've come to a conclusion.

Please, i'll take back all the times i said i needed/wanted you.

I meant it all, but that's all past.

It's about time i gave up on you already.

Every inch of trust & hope i had for you is, destroyed.

I am no longer numb, i am dead.

Life goes on.

I've learnt how a leopard would never change its spots.

& How the dead won't come alive.

& How i won't be able to find the right person, if i'm holding onto the the wrong one.

& How when people said love was "magical", they meant "an illusion".

I'm done playing tug-of-war.

It was hurting so badly to hold on, but i just couldn't bare to let go.

Until, today that is.

I agree, i miss your charming smile, but i miss mine even more. )':

In case you've failed to notice, in case you've failed to see,

This is the final time my heart's bleeding for you.

This is me down on my knees, begging, begging for you to vanish.

Hopefully, out of sight, out of mind.

I've been so silly, i don't even know what got into me.

I've been sitting, waiting, wishing.

So from today, i'll draw a line, where i shut my eyes, & where you should lie.

Take me as a partypopper, you can play me anytime, anywhere but you can only play me once.

I made you my everything, so now you're gone, i'm back to square one, with nothing.

Only scraps of precious memories which stored our history.

I'm gonna be very frank, i've already put our past in a cardboard box, i just can't close the lid.

Now not anymore, the box is burnt.

Because i realise something, I DON'T LOVE YOU.

I love your past, on how you used to travel to pasir ris to bring me home.

I love your past, on we spent our day together.

I love your past, on how you loved me.

I love your past, on how you really cared about me.

I love your past, and that's it.

You've changed, to someone i don't even know anymore.

Go, go have the time of your life, i give up.

The new MTKS totally disgusts me, why?

Why change so drastically?! )':

Anyway, this post is not for the whole world to see.

It's simply an understanding between you & me.
This is the end of me, helplessly in love with you.

My eyes are dried, my mind is clear.

I guess i finally know, that i'm better off on my own.

"I hope when the guilt sets in, you'll choke on those fxcking tears i cried."

Fuckit, GOODBYE♥

The sky i loved was, long gone. )':
OHWELL.

{This letter represents my heart, i'll seal it, send it off & wish it luck on it's depart}

Signed,

FeliciaLoh. ♥

} I'M FUCKING EXCITED! TMR I'M GOING OUT WITH MY CLIQUE TO TOWN! :D OHMYGOD! :D PREZZIE PREZZIE! :D :D :D OHKAYS. I SHALL BLOG ALOT ABOUT TMR KAYS! :D

Kaiding - Polorodi Camera! :D
Taka Sotong Korkorh - Big Big Tigger! :D
Melissa Ahma & Shuxian - White Shades! :D
Kokwee & Felicia(?) - Elmo! :D
Izzul Plankton -Big Big Elmo! :D
Chengyee Horny Sunnu - Red Skinny Belt! :D
Denise Girlfriend - Kimono Dress OR Cardigan! :D
Louis Didi - Big Big WinnieThePooh! :D
Nicole Qing Ai Derhs - Spongebob Underwear(?)
Marcus Gan Deardear - Big Big Eeyore! :D
Mummy - Digital Camera! :D
Daddy - $50 - $100! :D
Auntie - Adobe Photoshop CS3! :D
P.S. I'm Not Haolianing Ohkays.
I'm just very happy that my birthday is just 2 days away.
& I will be recieving prezzies from my precious friends!
So if you want to think about all those fuck stuffs,
dhen that will be your own fucking problem already.

Ohkays, i'm going to help my darling do her blog already.
Maybe blogging later. If not, tmr. Byebyes!
Oh by the way, it's 2 more days to my birthday! :D

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♥ I guess i gave the best of my heart uncritically, to someone who could hardly care.