Mood : Pissed off.

School was alright.
Just that ahma quarreled w shuxian.
Dhen chella, very angry w ahma, dhen go help shuxian.
Till now, the three of them haven't talk.
Whatever. I don't know already.
My feelings are so mixed up now.
I don't know what to do.
Someone, please, help me.
Early in the morning, today, i on my phone.
I've recieved a message from him.
He asked me for patch.
I told him to give me two days to think first.
He said ohkays.
I asked him why that day he wna break.
He told me he was scared.
I asked him why.
He told me because he scared i leave him.
I asked him why.
He told me because it's the girls who always hurt him.
I asked him you don't trust me right.
He told me he's scared.
Hais, if there's no trust in a relationship, what for together?
If there's no confidence in a relationship, what for together?
I don't understand. I can't understand. I'll never understand.
I don't even know what i'm doing.
I must learn to let you free.
I must learn to let you go, but still love you.
I must learn to be more strong.
After two days. Two days later, i'll give you an answer.
& Ahma, chella & shuxian, can stop quarreling not?
You three make until clique want to seperate ler.
Is like, we've gone through so much.
Quarrel, untoleratable attitude & stuffs.
Now just because of pangseh you all want to quarrel.
Cherie, me, joy & sheryl all don't know what to do ler.
& To ______, next time talk more politely.
Don't always think you're right.
I don't wna tell you off, because of this friendship alrights?
Go think for yourself.
You know who you are.

To Ahhting :D : I'm having mixed feelings now. I don't know what to do.

To ♥ Denise : Hahs, now no more.

To Amanda : You can derhs. As long as you believe it.

Although lil tags, but i still reply.
Because all are so meaningful & precious to me.
Except for spams uh.
I need to think. Think for myself.
Hais, i don't know what to do anymore.
I'm tired, i'm moodless, i'm sick of it, i'm pissed off.

} I don't know what to do, dear ♥