Mood : Confused, sick, tired.
Today's sunday.
It's always meant to be a day that i go out.
But my mother, go ban me from going out today, fine!
Quarreled w her yesterday.
She just won't understand!
Why everyone don't understand?
Hais, think for yourself, think for him, think for amanda, think for me.
Can? Just for once.
Take it as i'm begging you all.
Think. We're doing something good.
We're helping him.
We didn't meant to make all these like this.
We didn't want to lose friends like you all.
But still, we've no choice.
We really really have no choice.
Seeing you all treat Amanda like that,
i also sad you know? Hais.
Please? Treat it as i'm begging you.
Put a fullstop to it can?
It's making me tired & tired.
I don't wish to continue anymore.
Go, try to think logically, try to figure out.
We've our hard times too.
Amanda also heartpain.
She was like emoing, tears in her eyes.
Watery eyes, red eyes, her looks, make me heartpain also.
Please, whatever is done is done.
No matter how much you spam her,
how much you hate her, how much you hate me,
he also won't come out from boys' home derhs.
Law goes by law.
What we did were right.
Hais, please, take it as i'm begging you all.
If you all happened to read my blog.
Please, stop already.
I'm tired, really really tired.
Amanda, cheerups.
No matter what, i'll always be there for you.
Iloveyou, & we'll never be apart anymore.
& We both can collapse anytime already.
We didn't eat for days. Hais.
No appetite. No appetite. No appetite.
She sad, i sad. She cry, i cry.
She heartpain, i see her like that also heartpain.
PLEASE, FOR ONCE, I BEG YOU.
PUT A FULLSTOP TO IT.
I'M TIRED ALREADY.
REALLY REALLY TIRED.
I've been putting on a strong face.
But inside me, sadness flowing everywhere.
You all will never know, will never understand,
how pain it is, how fustrating it is, how tired it is.
People, think alrights?
I'm tired already, really tired.
} Trying hard, no matter what. Times proves everything.
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