Bleeding love , he had left me D:
Mood : i've no mood , i wan him back w me now D:

all about him .
yes , we've broked off .
because we didnt meet fr weeks ?
because we're contacting each other lesser ?
because our feelings faded ?
hais , im now left w nothing .
he had left me , now what am i left w ?
im only left w memories , hurts & scars .
baby , i still love you .
i really do , but what could i do ?
all you can blame , is to blame it on me .
because i rather go meet my sisters then you .
because i rather contact my friends then you .
im sry D:
you called me , i really dontknow how to face you anymore .
you told me , " pls , dont let other guys replace you in my heart . "
i told you , " yes , i wont . but pls dont let other girls replace me in your heart . "
you told me , " tht if thr is fate , then we will be back together . "
baby , im glad tht you said all those .
but feelings will be gone when we dont even contact each other now .
whats more tht is , ive no more courage to face you .
just promise to tkcares of yourself .
& pls continue w your work .
pls dont get into anymore troubles .
pls dont hurt yourself D:
tears rolled down my cheeks when i wrote this , i swear .
our promises becamed empty promises now .
my heart is broken into pieces now .
im speechless .
baby , no matter where you go , no matter how you changed ,
no matter what status you are in th future ,
i will always love you & keep you in my heart .
i really hope you see this .
because this is th only way i can express my feelings .

maybe i should go on mia .
i really miss him badly D:
i wan to hug him now , but i cant .
many girls surrounding him , i guess ive no more chance .
thr are better girls out thr , just .. just forget me ..
avanders chua jielun , i will never forget you D:
i really miss you D:
我把我的心都给了你，我还以为你是我的一辈子。
没想到我爱你爱得死去活来，伤的也是我这一生当中最痛的。
im sry baby . i know i was in wrong D:

people , i cant take it anymore .
im sry , i think i need a life fr myself D:
if thr is fate , we will be back as couple .
if we belong as one , we will be back as one .

P.S. i wont change my blogskin & layouts , because i know he will be back fr me one day .