TSF sisters , im sorry ..

Current Mood not feeling well .
Current Music 对不起 .

i've many many things toohs say .
i shall write some of them in this post .

TSF - (T)iongxim (S)isters (F)orever .
are we tiongxim toohs each other ?
hais , i dontknow myself toohs .
i know you sisters are caring & worrying fr me/us .
i seriously know . but does TSF needs toohs be lyk this ?
must TSF be seperated ? must you all start leaving TSF ?
is that the best solution ?
are the memories we had that easy toohs forget ?
fr me , i can tell you i cant .
thinking of those , really made my tears drop .
today , chatted on msn w puborkia .
he said that i should quit better .
yeahs . i thot of it , mayb i should .
since so many sisters are lyk this , i think i should .
because of me/us , TSF got toohs be lyk this , isnt really worth .
went toohs every sister's blog . read it , & started toohs cry .
i dontwan toohs lose any sisters . but many of you are alr thinking of leaving .
so mayb i rather quit , then lose any of them .
i think i should , no , mayb i should .
it will be the best solution fr me , & the rest of my sisters .
& im really not your fake sisters .
i read your post sister , & i cried .
thats what you thot of me , okies .. im sorry .
} is TSF still TSF ? are we all still sisters ? many things are bothering me .. sisters , im sorry . really really sorry ..

many things happened this few days .
i really dontknow how toohs handle .
one by one coming in .
i really really cant handle it .
today , i burst out crying , i had enuff alr .
i dontknow what toohs do anymore .
mayb , i should mia fr the moment ?
but , running away isnt the solution . i know myself .
im really fuckedup . i really dontknow what toohs do .

& fr HPY(s) - (H)ao (P)eng (Y)ous .
im drifting frm all of you .
every single one of you .
everytime thr's outing or something , i dontknow .
or , i cant make it . im sorry about it ..
i really miss all of yous . hoping when sku reopens , everything will be fine .

sorry people , my mood isnt toohs good fr the past few days .
so if i throw temper or give any of you attitude , im sry .
i wrote this post isnt fr simphathy .
im just writing my feelings out .
because thr's no one i can talk toohs :)
TSF , HPY(s) & gans & friends , im really sorry ..
thankyous all fr the wonderful memories you gave me .
i will remember you all derhs , iloveyous all :)

i've no mood toohs reply tags , im sry again .
blame it all on me , just blame it all on me .
wont be posting in my private blog .
i dont have th mood toohs .

} No longer yours / .