Everything is all FuckedUp .

Current Mood fuckedup , irritated .
Current Music missing me .

now my mood isnt really good k .
* mayb because im having my menstruation now , zz . *
but its not , its partially about me & my mama -'- .
tell yous whys later . i will blog about what happened yesterday .

yesterday went out w joy sweetheart & alastair toohs th NAFA art thing .
joy came toohs my house first , & we were one hour ++ late :x .
because my eyelashes cannot put on marhs . cb glue , cannot stick , zz .
then melissa ahma , cherie lollipop , chella nuer & shuxian starfruit came .
( next time , save th sarcastic remarks toohs yourself , tyvm . )
after that , they went their way , we went our way .
we walked toohs Laselle , some art sku toohs . then took a few photos ,
then we went back toohs NAFA toohs find them .
( was kinda dulan w those remarks -'- . )
after that , we walked toohs bugis mrt station .
shuxian left first , then alastair . then we went toohs cityhall .
cherie wans toohs buy her bag , in th end she bought a sling one -.- .
then we went toohs have our dinner at mac . ate macspicy , LOL .
after eating , went toohs had this icecream thing , forgotten th name alr , ps .
then we went home , hahaha !
took some photos w joy sweetheart while waiting fr them !





k , thats all fr th photos !

now , fr th fuckedup part k .
yesterday , was sleeping alr . around one plus ,
my mama woked me up . she started screaming at me .
she asked me whys is thr a stud in my nose .
yes , i pierced my nose . but its just only a nose stud .
whys make a big fuss about it .
okies yous say yous cannot accept that your daughter pierced her nose .
but i've told yous that i lyked nose piercing .
seriously laas , what's wrong w nose piercing i ask yous .
yous say yous dontcare about me anymore .
yous say i cans do whatever i wan .
yous said now i can ton whenever i wan yous also dontcare .
yous say now what time i come back yous also dontcare .
yous said that now whatever i do yous also dontcare .
BUT I SERIOUSLY CANNOT UNDERSTAND WHYS I CANT PIERCE MY NOSE .

now she dont even wan toohs talk toohs me .
my mood is seriously fuckedup . i cant take it anymore .
guess i will run away frm home soon or go cut lyk some insane .
i really cant take it any longer .. really cant ..
( wrote it w tears , but mummy , i still do love yous . )

no mood toohs reply tags now , im really very sorry .
i will reply when my mood's better .
thanks dinghan korkorh fr cheering me up :) .
i guess it takes time barhs , hais ..

} 夜および日待っている。
dearest , im waiting fr yous all day long ..