Will you ever love me ? Hais ..

Current Mood Moody .
Current Music Kiss me through the phone .



Just back from sku .
Mood wasn't really good today , sorry if I gave attitude or what ..
Had Geog test , didn't study at all .
Because I went to chalet yesterday heh .
Skipped some questions , & went to sleep lol .
After that , had English . Went to the computer lab .
Actually we should be doing ATT , but I used it fr some other things ..
After English , had MotherTongue .
Nearly cried in class .. Hais ,
Then I slept awhile .. Because was too tired .
Had recess , ah totally no mood can .
Then me & ChellaNuer ponned art lesson .
2 hours of art lessons gone like that , heh .
We slacked in class , she was drawing , yet I was emoing ..
While msging X.KiddoStupidbrother & YueshiBabyaiaisister .
After that , I bth so went to sleep fr half an hour (?) .
Thanks ChellaNuer fr accompanying me :) .
Went to had lunch later , & I went home myself .

In the bus , was thinking of him ..
Hais , I really don't know what to do alreadys .
I'm really lost without you boy .
I don't know if you know I liked you .
I don't know if you will love me either .
But that doesn't matter at all to you eh I guessed ?
Because you alreadys have her , I'm nothing at all :') .
Your lil actions & lil msges never fail to brighten up my day .
Nearly cried in the bus agains , because of ElysiaAirensister's msg .
Yes sister , I would want to have a heart to heart talk with you toos .
But pardon me if I cry ..... )': .
Let's talk it out tomorrow alrights ?
I really want to solve everything .
All these things are making me stressed , depressed .
I'm afraid , really really afraid that I can't take it anymore ..
My eyes hurt today . JoySweetheart said I cried too much .
Is that true ? I want to cry also no more tears want come out .....
I still remember , last night , my mother came into my room .
& We both talked a lil . ( I guessed she read my blog eh . )

Mummy said : 为什么你要为男孩子哭 ?
I said : 有mehs ?
Mummy said : Aiyar , 你不用骗我laas , 我懂的oks .
I said : Huh ? Orhs oks lors ..

Hais , even my mother says so .
Ah fuck laas -'- .
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Oh yahs . Sisters & brothers , I've msged you all alreadys .
All of them , except fr those sisters that I don't have your number lol .
We all sisters really need to have a heart to heart talk oks ?
I really don't want our sistership to break hors .
Just because of some conflicts we break , worth it ?
Let's talk it all out tomorrow oks ?
Destinations & time will be confirmed later in the night .
Iluvchuzxs all sisters & brothers ♥ .

小Drea Prettysister , don't MIA from me can ?
Can you please reply my msg ? Or even call me ?
I'm worried fr you ..
I read your blog , & I know how you felt .
Please sister , if you see this , contact me asap oks .
Iluvchuzxs sister ♥ .
YuxuanSister , Hais sister , yes I know .
But I really miss him ): .
Seeing him with other girls really sucks you know ? ): .
Hais sister , you also don't think so much oks ?
Iluvchuzxs sister ♥ .
KittySister , Don't MIA alreadys can ?
Zzz , all sisters one by one like that MIA .
I also one day MIA let you all see ah .
Please sister , don't MIA alreadys can ?
We sisters really need you ): .
You're like the most cheerful one in our sisterships .
Hais , I really want your oldself back sister ..
Anything call me alrights ?
Iluvchuzxs sister ♥ .

Sorry sisters & brothers , my mood isn't good this few days ,
as you can see in my blog eh .
But still , I really loveyous all alrights ?
I don't want to lose any of you oks ♥ .

& Dearest ,
I can't take it anymore .
Please please tell me what to do .
I really miss you , really loved you ..
I seriously don't want to give up .
I can't bare to do that boy ): .
Tell me will you ? Tell me what to do .....
你是我最美好的相信 ;