Endlessly Waiting . Is It Worth ?

Current Mood Tired . Moodless .
Current Music When You Believe .


[ Fuck lah . I just choked on chilli . Cough* ]
Just came home from Sengkang .
After sku went to Amk mrt station .
MelissaAhma they all went to meet the blogshop owner .
Took mrt alone to Tpy mrt station .
Met VeldaSister thr . Hugged her & we went to Fareast .
Had her extentions done . The auntie sot one .
VeldaSister's hair so thin , she put 4o strands for her . Crazy .
Mine only 2o leihs please . & My hair is thicker then VeldaSister's .
After that , we two was like , " HUH ?!?! Auntie we only want 2o ! "
The auntie gave us one gong dai gong cb face , lol .
Neverminds , spent 3o minutes in the toilet .
Then called ClaraBabyloversister , because meeting her mahs .
KittySister also . But in the end we never meet because raining .
So we two went to Sengkang thr . Took Lrt to Ranggung .
Then walked to Rivervale Plaza . It was drizzling a little alreadys .
Hugged NicoletteAuntiesister , SaraSister , XBlurrSister & Grace .
Babyboy was thr too , heh .
After that slacked awhile then we went to take something .
Sibeh funny sias . We all keep laughing & laughing non stop .
Only we six know what we mean :) .
Then NicoletteAuntiesister they all went to Punggol .
Actually I wanted to go derhs . But my mum called .
So cabbed VeldaSister home . Then Babyboy cabbed me home , heh .
After that , VeldaSister alighted first .
Me & Babyboy was talking about somethings .
Was super shocked about it . Didn't know that so many people know lol .
But it's oks lah . Hais ): .

To That Someone Special :
You might or might not read this .
But I just wanna post it all out .
All these is from the bottom of my heart .
I don't care whether you care or not .
But I just wanna let you know how I feel .
Was thinking alot just now .
I don't know whether to giveup or not .
But I just can't seem to let go . I don't know why either .
Maybe you don't even care or gave a damn about me .
Maybe you don't even bother to text or call me .
I don't mind . As long as I know that I love you that's all .
Seriously I myself don't know why I'll wait for you till like that .
All I do is cry .Whenever I hear those heartbreaking news about you .
I don't know why months had past & I'm still waiting .
Endlessly waiting ? Worth or not ?
I don't care so much . I just wanna wait for you .
It's oks if you don't like me . But don't stop me from loving you .
* Is waiting for me . I don't dare to give him a chance .
Because my heart is still with you .
I know * will be reading my blog .. I'm sorry .
* Say he'll wait . But I don't know how long my heart will be with you .
This feeling sucks . * Is a good guy . I don't wanna hurt him either .
But boy , I don't wanna giveup on you ..

To * :
* , as what I've said above , I'm sorry .
But my heart is still with him .
Thr is still feelings thr . & I don't wish to let go .
Whenever I told myself to let go , it hurts & I'll tear .
I've ever thought of taking E* to forget about everything .
But I know that by taking E* it won't help .
I'm sorry if I've hurt you .
You told me you wanna wait .
But , I really don't know you'll wait until when ..
How long will your heart be with me ? I don't know either .

Family problems is still bothering me .
Everything is gonna kill me soon .
I'm afraid I can't take it anymore .
Just stab me will you boy ?
At least , I can die in your hands ..
At least , you will be the last I see before I die .
Boy , you're my everything .
& Yeahs , you can hear me crying now :') .

Hais , whys am I crying again man .
I don't know what the fuck is wrong with me .
Everything is bothering me .
People , I'm sorry if I said I'll try to be strong .
But I seriously can't .
I'm sorry .

& Dearest ,
Maybe I should just stop loving you ?
But I can't . All I can is to pretend .
I never knew I've liked you for a month plus .
I never knew that the feeling is getting stronger & stronger .
Endlessly waiting ? I fucking don't know either .