All My Life , I Prayed For Someone Like You .

Current Mood Stressed , Moodless .
Current Music La To The Luna With The Toilet Paper .

Today was a fuckedup day again .
Went to sku for 2 hours plus .
Then went to YioChuKang sports stadium for some Volleyball things .
Cheered & cheered . Screamed our lungs out .
In the end , our sku didn't win .
But it's oks :) . At least we did what we could do .
Xinmin , you're the best yeahs !
After that , went back to sku again .
Went to 661 & slack .
Waited for XBlackBrother to come down .
Then waited for YuxuanSister to come down too .
Miss her so much man ! Hahaha :) .
Had heart to heart talk with her .
Oks , I admit I nearly cried out when talking to her ...
Hais . After that , kana screen by Singh . Sml -.- .
He say want charge all of us for smoking (?) . Lol !
Zzz . Say what 3o $$ . Crazy one .
He still say , " I think I really need to bring you to cantoment . "
Wtfs please -.- . I also never do anything lah !
YuxuanSister & XBlackBrother also kana .
Because they were smoking also .
Zzz . After everything , went to take bus 1o9 .
Back at Pasir ris , & slacked awhile .
Then YuxuanSister & XBlackBrother sent me home first .
& They went home after that :) .
Sibeh suay bodohs . Did nothing then kana screen . Lol .
Alreadys two times this week alreadys sia zzz .

& DreadreaPrettysister ,
I seriously don't know what you're thinking .
Everytime I'm always the one giving in .
Whys can't you do so too ?
I really don't know what I did wrong .
Or what I had done that made you so angry .
You said you we were not meant to be sisters ?
Then what's all those things I've done for you in the past ?
Are all those fake ? Or you just simply don't care ?
I seriously don't know either .
I think I'm stupid sis . I really don't know ...
But I can only tell you .
From the bottom of my heart ,
I really do treat you as my real sister from the start .
I don't know what you'll be thinking after reading this .
It's all up to you alreadys ...

To YuxuanSister :
Hahaha sister ah .
Thanks for being my listening ear yeahs ?
Luckily I've got someone to talk to .
Keeping it to myself simply can kill me lol .
You're really such a great sister to me .
No , I can't lose you yeahs !
& Yes , I'll remember what you've told me sister .
I'll always remember it deep in my heart .
Luvchuzxs sister :) .

To ClaraBabyloversister :
Oh yes you too sister !
No of course I won't forget you !
You've been by my side since I was down .
Thanks for all those advices you've given me .
You're always there for me .
& Sister , go for it ! You shure can do it oks :) .
Have faith in yourself . Don't disappoint me oh !
Luvchuzxs too sister :) .


Now , I really don't know what does True Sisters mean .
Do they just treat you as sparetyres whenever they need you ?
Hais , everything's bothering me now .
Someone please tell me what to do can ?
Everyone seems to ask me where am I .
Please , stop it . It's killing me .
Whys everyone seems to ask the same questions ?
It's irritating yeahs .
& I did not change . You're the one who have changed .
I'm tired enough . Please stop giving me the pressure .

I know I did promise to reply friendster comments today .
But as you can read from my post , I've totally no mood .
Now I only can promise , I'll reply when I've got the mood alrights .
Sorry guys .

& Dearest ,
Where are you ? Whys it's so hard to find you .
Are you hiding away from me ?
Or you just simply forgotten me ?