I think I should be happy ,
because I'm the first , ever since you didn't have a girlfriend for six months .
Shouldn't I be happy ?
But why am I tearing ?
What's happening to me ?
You know something boy ? You've broked my heart .
Now my heart's dead once again .
I've been the one holding on .
I've put all my hopes on you .
Your msg just broked my heart .
I don't know what else to do .
Nobody will ever understand how I'm feeling now .
I know that time will mend everything .
It's time to let go I know .
But , whenever I thought of the memories ,
went past the places where we spent together ,
where we were so sweet with each other ,
my tears dripped ...
Crying seems to be my daily routine now .
Those memories you've gave me ,
are deeply craved inside me heart .
Now we're still close with each other ,
we'll still talk on the phone ,
but , I'll cry silently whenever I hear your voice .
I don't know what else to do .
Time ... All I need is time .
I can't hold on for so long ... Because it's killing me .
The book I intended to write it all , & give it to you on our first month ,
I've alreadys tore it away , but , I haven't burnt it yet ...
Because , I can't bare to ...
I really hope you would understand .
But boy , I'll still want you to know ,
that even if the whole world turns against you , I'll still be here for you .
Boy , I love you .