Will Time Really Heal Everything ?

Current Mood Tired , Shag .
Current Music Too Soon To Say Goodbye .

Finally back home alreadys .
Went out today , actually don't feel like going out one .
But then got something on , so must go .
After preparing , mrt-ed down to Bugis .
Reached alreadys , met AikikoMummy , ClaraBabyloversister & co .
Slacked awhile , & we walked to BigBird .
Sat there waited for everyone to come .
Then all of us went to PayaLebar the Xintua , except for ClaraBabyloversister & XCherrSister .
Reached alreadys , respected & everything O: .
Around 9 plus , took cab with XBinbinSister to ChangiAirport .
Then from ChangiAirport I took bus 53 home .
Reached home was about 1o plus alreadys .
Slept awhile , until now then I wokedup & bathe lol .

Gosh boy , whys did you do this to me ?
Whys are you so hot sometimes ? Whys are you so cold sometimes ?
I really don't understand what you're thinking ...
Can you please tell me ? )': .
I really feel like giving up , but when I thought of the memories , I couldn't ...
Time will heal everything , but memories stays forever .
Today , VeldaSister asked me if I wanted sweets .
I said yeahs I want . & You know what she gave me ?
Eclipse . It was your favourite sweet .
& I started to think of you again . Sisters asked me not to emo .
But I just couldn't control my feelings ...
I'm such a failure , FELICIALOH IS SUCH A FAILURE .
She just can't get over GordonChenWeiNian )': .

DayanBrother ,
Today we talked about you ...
Hais , so long since I ever saw you .
Brother , we'll wait till you're out we promise .
Don't worry , we won't forget you .
Just takecares inside alrights ? We'll be awaiting till that day you're out .
We miss you ): .

AndreaTeoYanLing ,
Gosh , I suddenly thought of you .
I miss you lah sister .
Gonna see you tomorrow at 3 yeahs !
We're going to have a great time together .
Muacks , thanks for always being there for me .
I love you sister , I know you love me too ^^ .

ClaraBabyloverSister ,
You this stupid sister .
Remember what we promised each other yeahs ?
We're supposed to be together , & cry with each other .
Gosh , I love you too sister ^^ .

KoSipeiJiejie ,
Jiejie , don't worry alrights ?
Nothing will happen to you .
Don't forget , we all are still here for you , no matter what .
Don't just give up just like that .
Datou's still yearning for you . Don't give up .
You must think of yourself & others yeahs ?
I love you too Jiejie , muacks .

Thanks people for cheering me up .
I'll try to let go I promise .
But I really need time ...

& GordonChen ,
Whys are you doing this to me ?
Maybe you're just not meant to be mine .
Am I too bad ? Or you're just too good ?