It's hell, so torturing, so hurting..

Current Mood | Cry.
Current Music | Never say never.

Hi readers.. felfel posting here for a reason..

i'm gonna die soon ^^ i've got something in my throat.
didn't go to school, went to see a doctor instead..
the doctor gave me an injection, ouch*
after that he gave me lots and lots of medicines ):

i see until want to faint already..
daddy don't allow me to go out, how ):
but i don't care lah, i don't have the mood to go anywhere either..
me got mc, 5 days of mc, haha..

and yesterday i cried to sleep, now my eyes like goldfish, cute leys :P ..
anyway.. i'm going on mia okays? me wanna die ^^ ..
you all will never know how i'm feeling now..
i feel so weak inside, so many things happening at one go..
i can't take it anymore..
the love, the trust, the promises..? sigh.

mia. mia. mia.
bye.

18th, I miss you.
You're giving me hell.
But for you, I'll hold on..