How i wish you're by my side.

i find that blogger's damn problematic. sometimes it's okays, sometimes it's ruin. but whatever, i'm still into blogger alrights. after so long blogger's still the best i guess? okays, that's just my opinion so ya. i'm deprived of sleep, or rather insomnia. i can't get to sleep. just like yesterday, i woked up so early and i can't get back to sleep. stoned on my bed for a little while, and my dear girl msged me. got up and prepared, met ahlong and her first, then we cabbed down to bugis. reached, met xiaobaby and baobeisteph. walked around street and bought some stuffs i wanted. saw aikiko mother and co @ bugis too. hugged them and we walked to burger kings. soon later, we three trained to yck.

met kc first before heading off to yck. train sucks, but these few days my money kept on flying non stop, for cabs. so ya, training is the best solution. but we're squashed like pancakes. reached yck, met my other 2 bitches, clara and alicia.












walked around yck. then we girls cabbed to jae brother's house for his advanced birthday celebration. reached, his house quite big ah. sigh.. brother, sister here wishing you an advanced 21st birthday. must takecare while you're inside alrights? we'll all wait for you, and we'll miss you bro. thanks for those advices and naggings that you always give me, i'll remember it. around 7 plus, all brothers, sisters and baby reached. yirong, bunbun and ahhao started to help us bbq those food. i only ate a few pieces of crabmeat and 1 chicken wing given by baby hehe. played around with my dslr, cool effects you can have alrights. and sorry for my bad photography, i'm gonna take up photography course alrdy anyway, so ya.












after on, had lots of h2h talks with many people. soon later jae brother's parents came back with many varieties of food and drinks, there's beer too. @ first we girls weren't allowed to even touch the beer, but too bad, ite we girls still drank. went to sat outside brother's house, the wind was cooling, and how i wished baby was right beside me..






as shown above is a retarded shortie whom thinks he can squeeze my face with his tiny winy palms, trying to act cool infront of the camera, alrights just kidding. after drinking, clara went off first. saw yueshi and co. then later on me, drea and alicia sneaked upstairs bro's room and ransacked his whole room for just few pieces of paper. wrote letters for our brother. hope he'll be touched with what we wrote. once again, happy advanced 21st birthday jae pour zheng how (if only i didn't remember wrongly by looking @ his class photo.) around 2 plus, we girls went to the playground and puffed. soon, everyone was getting restless and bored. while i was worrying about baby because he was kinda drunk. watched the show on tv, there was this ghost show showing and everyone gathered in the living room and watched. but only me and drea screamed like retards. because the face was really scary what. after the show we girls went to cook something for ourselves, pluck some prawns and ate it with garlic chilli. soon later.. we were damn shag la. and my mood started to get grumpy. went up and asked xab if he wanna cabbed home tgther with me. took our bags and around 6 all went home. me, drea, hanwei and xab took the same cab. i was the last to alight, and so.. i reached home @ around 7. bathed, texted with baby and alicia that bitch. waited for their replies till i fall asleep..

woked up @ around 5 plus? on msn and around 8 plus i prepared and rushed down to sk. bought gip and mac. waited for soda and drea to reach. sat @ mac and puffed awhile then we girls took a bus to the rooftop. yuxuan that birthday girl reached. so i, went off stalling time. while the other 2 bitches decorate xuan's so called "birthday cake" and put candles around it.

Happy 15th Birthday Yuxuan Sister!
stupid bitch, i hope you'll like whatever we did for you today. although it's a little too rush and late, but our efforts okays! i love you and i'm always here for you whenever you need someone to talk to. stop thinking about l alrdy la! i rather you think of me than him lor ): haha me love you stupid sister :*

slacked around the park till around 1 plus? drea and me then cabbed home. we met this tiko uncle who's 29 years old this year and he's studying to get a diploma? that's what he told us but idk whether to believe anot so ya. because he was asking us retarded questions like,
"how old are you two?"
"what's you two girl's name?"
"do you two have a boyfriend?"
"how old is your boyfriend?"
"does you boyfriend earn money to support you?"
"do you two smoke?"
"what stage did you and your boyfriend do alrdy?"
me and drea was like.. wtf? stupid tiko uncle. after we got down the cab, he went down too. @ first he say eh never pay money? then drea told the uncle that before we hopped onto his cab we alrdy told him we take this cab for free and he agreed. so ite, he said nvm he understand. and he lent the lighter from me. when we walked off, he shouted eh contact please? number number. then drea shouted back please don't be ridiculous. while i shouted lol we alrdy have boyfriends so ya. me and drea was the only two girls there and the place was damn quiet, although it's near whitesands. we were afraid that the uncle'll follow us but luckily he didn't la :) sweet enough, drea accompanied me to walk to my house area. who knows there weren't any cab, so we both walked out again. had lots of h2h talks with her, and sorry sist me love you :* after that, we hired a cab and drea fetched me to my block again. so sweet right? lucky to have her as my closest sister. don't you feel lucky to have me too atyl? :P okays i shall stop here.

i wanna play my audi for a little while first before heading to bed. palau ubin @ 12pm tmr. i'm afraid i can't wake up so early.. but i've promised to go tmr. alarm clock is what i need. and my stomach's feeling unwell from just now till now, sigh. it's okays anyway. will update tmr alrights!

baby i love you :*