To Love Is To Recieve A Glimpse Of Heaven .

Current Mood Tired , Crying , Shag .
Current Music How Do You Sleep .

Went home after having lunch at 644's void deck .
Had bubbletea & cup noodle for lunch .
Met TakaKorkorh & went home together .
Because I promised Val Lee to go home by 5 .
Zzz . So bus-ed back home .
Went home , my mum was preparing to go out .
She's gonna get our tickets to M'sia .
On the 15th - 18th of March , I won't be in S'pore .
So people , don't miss me yeahs .
I'm reluctant to go . She forced me to . It sucks .
I hate M'sia now . I don't want to go there to see their " black " faces .
Shag . So 15th's Zouk , I don't know whether I'm going .
But I might be tonning on Saturday bahs .
& I'm not going to my sku's Bintan's camp ! Yay (?) .
Text/call me , if it's important .
My phone can recieve overseas text/call .
But I guess I will be offing my phone bahs . It'll cost alot heh .
Sisters & brothers , I'll miss you all derhs ): .

Alrights , I'm having family problems .
As well as my relationship problems .
Seriously I think that my relationship problems will never be solved .
My family problem ? Hais .
My mum texted me today .
Telling me she's gonna move out of the house .
& Also , divorce with my father .
I don't know whether to take this real or not .
But it's not whether it's real or not .
But it's about how my mum thinks .
She says she gave up hope on me .
& Also , she can't stand to stay in this family anymore .
I don't know what to do .
All I do now is to cry . Cry until I've no more tears again .
That'll be the best solution for me now , I guessed .
Hais . My tears are flowing down again . Non stop .
Thankyous DreadreaPrettysister , Bahghey & SotongZhuzhubrother .
Thankyous all for being there for me :') .
Hais , I need a break .

& Dearest ,
I'll keep holding on ,
but I'm starting to feel weak at this .
I don't need to have you ,
I just wanna know how you feel .
Please boy , give me a chance )': .