Current Mood Tired, Shag.
Current Music One Step At A Time.
Hi people, gonna blog what happened yesterday during work.
And this post will be kinda naggy and long, so if you don't wish to continue, you may exit, thanks.
P.S. Sorry for the attitude, my mood kinda not good now...
Alrights, yesterday told you all I'll have photos rights?
Of course I have photos readers, but it's only a few.
Promise to get you more photos today okays!!
Asked you all to guess what I worked as yesterday didn't I?
YES... HOPEFULLY YOU GUESSED CORRECTLY...
I went to work yesterday as a.......
ICECREAM SELLER! *Lingling* Icecream for sale ~
I swear that this is the first time I worked, serious!
And, it's fucking tiring, and now my legs are breaking/aching ):
But me and Drea had lots of fun doing this together, didn't we sister? :D
Firstly, it's an unlucky day for us yesterday.
Only earned around 5 bucks? Because 3 people do together.
And we only sold 5 pathetic icecream. Girls sold 4, guy sold 1 :D
THIS SHOWS THAT GIRLS ARE MORE POWERFUL THAN GUYS!
Secondly, we got ourselves messy and sticky because of the icecream, zzz.
Thirdly, I find that all HDB flats are scary and eerie in the night, I swear.
Know why? Because got a few times me and Drea went to sell together, without the guy.
Oh yahs, that guy is my TakaKorkorh, and oops, he lost his phone ):
Back to my topic! When me and Drea were in the lift, we both heard someone crying.
Then we stare at each other, and gave each other the kinda " look " .
But we didn't talk about it, in case we got goosebumps and can't move on.
After that, Drea told me she saw something, kinda like a face in the dark house, at the windows.
Okays, I swear my goosebumps are up now. But I told her I saw nothing.
After that, we continue to sell. And TakaKorkorh made us laughed like fuck!
He went to put the trolley in the middle of the lift.
And the doors are like closing and opening, and the trolley will kinda jump!
After that me and Drea were laughing like fuck can!!!!!
Then later, TakaKorkorh lost his phone, so we girls went to sell.
I swear we dropped the trolley two times, because TakaKorkorh's not there to help us.
So we girls independant mahs, we took the trolley and we went off to sell ourselves.
But in the end, we got ourselves messy and dropped the trolley here and there, hahaha!
How pathetic rights! Every passerby that walked past us kept on looking at us.
So xiasuay can! But me and Drea kept on laughing nonstop I swear.
Because it's really damn funny lah!
Then TakaKorkorh started to kp me, so I kp him back.
Everyone started laughing non stop again, but it's really very funny can :D
Then later, took the money we earned, and went home.
Took bus 87 with DreaSister and TakaKorkorh, then bus 17.
And BahgayDaddy is being super retarded, he kept on kping my Dreadrea.
But as usual, me and Drea kept on laughing lah! And it was already midnight, hahaha.
Had kinda some heart to heart talks with her, yeahs I love you bitch!
Bought supper to eat, MacSpicy. But didn't finish all, I got no appetite to eat at all...
Reached home around 1 plus? Luckily got TakaKorkorh pei me walk home :)
Was a kinda fun day, but yet tiring ):
Reached home already, bathed, use the computer.
Mummy went to sleep first, like around 3 plus?
Then I used the computer awhile more, then went to bed and stone.
So I went to msg DreaSister, asking her if she's asleep.
And then she asked me to call her. Conference with Gordon...
I kept on guailaning him, but I can't help it.
In order not to fall in love back with you again, I got to do that, I hope you understand...
After that, I knew what he told Drea about me, and soon, all of us quarreled.
So I called Gordon and talk things out with him, and he gave me attitude, or maybe he's tired.
Sigh, somehow I feel that I'm useless... Sorry sister, but I'm sorry I can't help...
I hate your voice, it reminds me of those memories we had...
And KittySister,
I'm sorry... But there's really no more spaces for work anymore.
Besides that, we've got to book the trolley earlier so you can work.
And that was way too last minute already sist.
Sigh, sister I know what's the cause of you wanting to leave this sisterhood.
That girl? Worthed not I ask you. Just because of her, you want leave.
Is like please lah sister, she's nothing to us.
But you mean something important to us. Someone so special, always so hyper.
Sister, don't because of her lan pah por lan-ing then you like that.
You know that well, don't you?
No matter what, all sisters do treat you as a real bloodbond sister.
And we sisters, will never ever let you leave this sisterhood.
We love you sister, and you mean someone important to me sist.
I hope you'll be reading this, and will think properly bahs... Love you sister.
I'm really going crazy, really really crazy.
I've got this anger inside me, I wanna vent it out.
I already got alot of things to stress about.
Love? Sistership? Family problems? Everything needs me to stress about.
It's not just ONE thing, it's tons of things.
Maybe I should just die, suicide. And just leave everything there.
Not thinking of anything, leave this world. Nothing will stress me, and I'll live happily ever after.
I think I should really do that, don't you think so?
I'm really very stressed already.
AND MY MUM IS BEING A BITCH.
Knn pad use finish also my fault?
I girl come period no need use pad only she need ah? Nbcb.
Yahs lah, everything my fault kay.
Slam door also my fault, everything my fault.
Knn I don't know why I got you this kinda childish, immature and selfish mother.
I feel pathetic, super pathetic. You threw my face away.
Yes, I'm going sick soon.
Getting insonmia, can't get to sleep.
Slept at 530 just now, and woked up at 1030.
Wanted to go back to sleep, but I can't.
And my stomach won't feel hungry at all.
Why? Why is this happening to me?
I can't sleep, no appetite to eat...
I'm afraid I can't take it anymore, and gonna collapse anytime...
Bloodbonds, Sisters/.
Drea, Clara, Kitty, Sherlyn, Lynn, Velda, Blurr, Yuxuan, Sipei and co.
You know that I love you all. And that I can't live without sisters.
We'll go through everything together, thick and thin.
We're sisters leihs, nothing can tear us apart, rights? :)
And one by one going in.
What am I supposed to do?
Stare at them going in? It's totally heartbreaking...
Why? Why want play gangsterism in the first place?
Mature thinkings, sigh... Talked alot with Drea yesterday on the bus.
What's the use of playing gangsterism?
Yes, I got play before, but now no more.
I'm tired already, really really tired......
Gonna collapse anytime, stressed.
Confused, I'm tired.
Going out later at 3. Gonna meet my sisters at Whitesands.
Then off to ClaraSister's house to dye hair again!
This time, redder and brighter, promise!
After that going Era, anything can contact me through my phone.
Will take many photos too don't worry.
& I'm sorry for the attitude...
But I can't help it, I don't wanna fall in love with you, again.
